Livin' 4 the Next 1... |
Striving to please God daily... Learning to be more like Him... Finding myself in Christ... This is my journey in doing so... ...and telling what it means to be a woman of God in this crazy world. Find me on: www.marykay.com/cbryant380 www.twitter.com/xtinebee www.facebook.com/cbryant380 |
Everyone’s leaving my job but me. I don’t want to be the last one here…i guess, unless that’s God’s plan for me. It is seeming more and more impossible to meet our job’s outcomes with the lack of initiative, creativity, and freedom we have to work with to make things happen. I know God knows exactly what I need to get by, and I want to be still and quiet enough to hear his will for my life. I pray for wisdom to decide to stay at my job or to wait out my time, for peace instead of an anxious and worrisome mind on what is to happen (work & baby-wise), and for the will and strength to keep on being the mother and wife (and daughter) I need to be for my family. Whatever goes down…I hope God is glorified and manifested in my life to be a testimony for others to see.
so, i was thinking of the things i wish i had: a job/career, mucho dinero (to help out my hubby), a home…etc…and began thinking that if i had everything i ever wanted in life, what would be left for me to hope for? there would be no purpose for hope because i’d have everything i ever needed already…
…i like hope.
it gives me a sense of anxiety (the good kind -something to look forward to!)
it helps me learn to depend on God as a provider
it gives me dreams to aspire
it teaches me to trust in the unseen and unknown
it keeps me optimistic
it teaches me patience (yuck!…which i need with a passion)
yea…i like hope!
